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Angel by angelaya19, literature

Await by angelaya19, literature

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Await

Admire thy image, goddess as you're made. left alone, staring at your beautiful face. Well nigh I could reach, a star like thee? why is it I wither, by getting close to someone dear? Arcanum there I lay, mending some torn heart. wishing if I could somewhat may, I can hold your hand even apart. Illusion torturing my mind, as I myself acconfronted. delusions loomed upon, disproving what I've done. Tear it, pull apart, I know it will hurt for a while. as I await for a new beginning, can I calm my broken heart?

Fool by angelaya19, literature

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Fool

Fiord, thus seated, watching the setting sun. glistening ters in the eye, as I waved goodbye. Ouphe, enchanting me, hidden beneath words. can't help but shed some tears, outcasted, despised, and weeps. Oublier as you may, I can't blame you.. for letting yourself go, and leve my hert that's blue. Love lorned heart, weeping here inside. forget, as you said, "how can I?" as the fool fell.

Silence by angelaya19, literature

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Silence

Shroud hiding, concealing the one weeping. said "no good sense in finding" as he broke down crying. Inculcate my mind, as spirit soared high. cursing the very heart, for loving her so fast. 'Last he hath cometh, lesser thou shall see. holding a bleeding heart, behind the jolly mask I keep. Every time I want to ease, the pain of the one in front of me, I can't help but stare at his face, depicted flooding of heavy tears. No one was around, just the two of us. myself wanting, for him to be alright. Cite some reason, spill behind the name.

Thorns by angelaya19, literature

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Thorns

Temple of darkness, my heart thus bleed. measure all goodness, as this one thus bereaved. Hovering up above, no one seems to care. nobody who loves, no one to put at ease. Olympus, summit, court was adjourned. the convicted ~ this one, the judges ~ all of some. Restrict thy feeling, suppress the pain inside. half the time wishing, for her to be just fine. Nighted feeling, infinite domain. heart thus listen, cure the pain within. Stupidity of thy heart, mistake came undone. sewn the broken one, then left alone to stand.

Passion by angelaya19, literature

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Passion

Passive, inert, as I lay, I suffer. Abtruse, complex, mysterious, obscure. Seemly, befitting, beauty within. Sparkle, and shine using such dazzling light. Inflict, thy pain, to the heart I bear.. Overthrow, my feelings, as in pain I lay weak. Nestling, as to embrace a cold heart amidst rain..

Deceive by angelaya19, literature

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Deceive

Direction of life, where will I be. in the middle of the night, it is you I hope to see. Express what I feel, to heaven if it is real. hoping that someone will, soothe the heart and heal. Cooling the heart ablazed, determined to be at ease. pretending love wasn't real, as deception thus prevail. Enlighten my mind, dear casted on the throne. why does the heart can hold, even if a lie was foretold? Insights, of such worry, as I'm put down to death, half the time wishing, hold her hand, to let.. Very vulnerable heart, full of troubles and pain

Ablaze by angelaya19, literature

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Ablaze

Assay from someone, body feeling weak, sizzling with anger, heart torn with grief. Bury thy feelings, as one gasped for breath. tell me it's not real, it is what I feel, then why does the one was having fear? Lament to the feeling, shattered here within. eyes gazing through darkness, love, where have you been? Apparition gliding in my back, clinging as I see my love gone, someone had said, 'forget her, my friend,' is it possible when the heart didn't let. Zwel herzen und ein Gedanke, zwel herzen umdem schlag. yeux doux, vive valeque, sic itur 'ad as

Bewail by angelaya19, literature

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Bewail

Bard, whispering to someone, the pain he felt inside. wishing to that someone, to ease the heart, so light. Eager to walk and see, how far the heart can be, amidst the pain one bring, shattered, without one to cling. Writhe, distorted, as body went numb, bellowing to someone the pain hidden, hoping someone, whoever will find, can soothe the troubled heart. Abaris, striking an arrow in the heart, severely wounding the one within, why does this person led me to sin, knowing that I, in my heart bereaved? Infelicity creating a barrier, surrounding, as I lay naked.

Regret by angelaya19, literature

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Regret

Rebellion against self, pretending it wasn't real. bringest all the shame, this feeling that I feel. Everytime I tried, to reminisce in the sun, all I remember is the pain, that keeps on growing inside. 'Goodbye' as you said, you uttered your farewell, is it me who treated, decisions all unwell? Reflection of ideas, discredit one's attempt, withdrawing myself, here I am, as I accept. Envision my life, without the one to lean. tell me, how can I live, if it is not you that I see? Take me back, I'm wishing to the highest. just strike t

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Isn't that sad? by zeras321, literature

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Isn't that sad?

Today I found a friend, I swore to myself I wouldn't let her go Crazy, is it not? How it happens like that. Honestly, there was no way I would know. We spent nights, and we spent days chasing, crawling, hunting; I love the way she plays. One day she stopped coming.. I searched, I called, and I pleaded How was I to know that she was leaving? I finally found her, limp on the floor.. I cried and I cried, and I just couldn't take it. Meow meow meow.. until my little heart quit.

I'm Sorry That Love Exists by 4everlight, literature

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I'm Sorry That Love Exists

Some times I wonder, If I've got this all wrong. If feelings can't be spoken, Through a line in a song. If apologies are worth it, When no one gets to hear. If this life I was once certain of, Is unable to be steered. There are a few things I am sure of, Even in my darkest days, Even when I cry myself to sleep, Fearing that I've gone to waste. I know I love you now, And I know it's hard to say, But we don't belong together, And it hurts more everyday.

The Caller by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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The Caller

Draw me a picture, Rose, Draw a picture for me. To prove you are real, Not imaginary. You called me again, again, and once more. Draw me a picture, to prove who you are. You say you are old, much older than I, I am not from the future; why haven’t you died? You talk of the war that ended ages ago. Why are you calling me? Who are you, Rose? On the wall in the pantry, behind the wallpaper. Go look for me, dearest go look for the flower. You didn’t believe me, but now, you must. Look for the flower, covered in dust. Am I scaring you, darling? Am I scaring you yet? I’ll make you believe, I’ll make you, my pet. Beh

Taste of your mouth on mine. by mascaraCoverStorie, literature

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Poetry by muffinsphinx, literature

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Poetry

With bitten lips and tear-burnt eyes you tell her your new tragedy she listens to the hurt and pain and smiles as she writes it down in her mind what you cannot say, she will shout for you or sing, or whisper- whatever you prefer her arms are tight around you as you spit your angry words and she listens and remembers and tones them into music into her world and she dances as she tells your story and makes faces when you're happy and cries with you when you need her not everyone can hear her some believe she says nothing real she'd never lie, but they don't understand when she speaks, they hear gold-toned lies or steel-staine

poetry. by beautifulxchaos, literature

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poetry.

But i love you Will you be there when i die kiss me one final time catch me when i fall and bleed would you even wanna cry while you watch me slowly die watching as my blooddrips rolling off my finger tips drips onto the floor making puddles more and more hearing all my bloody cries watch tears roll from my eyes gasping for one final breath pain swells up in my chest spreading through my arms and legs numb but i can still feel pain i try to regret nothing but that is so hard to do when all i hear is "but i love you"

Coffee, Cereal, and Toast. by mascaraCoverStorie, literature

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Coffee, Cereal, and Toast.

And so we went to sleep. I was curled up; restlessly. I was so self-assured that you’d love me. As I lay my head quietly on your shoulder, I listened to your breathing. Your slow inhale, evenly matched with an even slower exhale. I inhaled your breathing. I wished to become one with you. Why not? Maybe we could be. All those nights that we just went to sleep… do these mean anything to you? I know you smile at me. But I’m not sure if you see me. Your smiles are whiter than my old warm-up pants, but that doesn’t make them any less real. I’m on the outside looking in. It’s an awkward feeling because I&

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A sad poem of life by angelaya19, literature

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A sad poem of life

Nakalimutan ko na kung paano magsulat ng tula, dahil ayoko nang maalala... Ang ilang taon na sa panaginip ay ginusto kang makasama, simula ngayon, mawawala at malilimot na... Nakalimutan ko na kung paano magsulat ng tula, dahil gusto ko nang makalimot... Ang ilang taon na pinilit na iwaglit ang damdamin, simula ngayon, aking iluluha at sana ay mawala na... Nakalimutan ko na kung paano magsulat ng tula, dahil masakit lang isipin... Ang ilang taon na pagbabata ng sakit gawa ng pag-ibig, simula ngayon, pipiliting kalimutan ka... Nakalimutan ko na kung paano magsulat ng tula, pinipilit kalimutan... Ang ilang taon na iyong lihim na p

A sad poem of life

angelaya19

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May 23
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Deviant for 16 years
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There is nothing much to say here,

I write stuffs, and currently writing the last few chapters of my story. Hopefully I can get to upload them all, as I need to type them first, and I don't have the luxury of the time to do that as of the moment.

I do poetry and stories. I also am fond of computers and gaming.

I used to do cosplaying but I already stopped. Now I only collect anime stuffs. (action figures, CDs, OSTs, posters, magazines, etc)

I am thinking of getting into photography. Landed a couple of good shots way back during the Philippine Hot Air Balloon Festival last February. I'll try posting some pictures soon.

Oh, and I do love Yoon Eun Hye. :)

Let's make good memories, shall we?

Current Residence: Q.C
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
Print preference: Black Shirt with Small Print, or something animated
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Pop, J-Pop, J-Rock, Game
Operating System: XP
Favourite cartoon character: L
Personal Quote: "...does never letting go is what love really means?"

Favourite Movies

Luther

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Weiss Kreuz

Favourite Writers

Michael Crichton

Favourite Games

Rockman/Megaman series (GBA), Pokemon series (GBA), Final Fantasy V (GBA), Metroid 4 (GBA)

Favourite Gaming Platform

GBA, PS1

Tools of the Trade

pen, paper and some ideas...

Other Interests

Poetry and Music

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angelaya19

Dec 10, 2012

Uploads? Done.

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Done with the uploads. Now, will start typing again. Those were previous works done several years ago, even before joining DA. I wanted to do a little scrubbing on the gray parts, but I decided to keep the errors for me to see my progress in writing, After all, the English language is not my native language. Still have lots to learn, and a big room for improvement. *off to do typing again* *missing someone*

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angelaya19

Dec 4, 2012

Typing..

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I'm still in the process of typing several compositions, so this may take a while. I am also thinking of creating a new story, seeing that I am currently having difficulties in creating another chapter for "Stardust" For now, I'll just go on with typing some old stuffs. hopefully I can upload them tomorrow or thursday. :) So, how's your day so far?

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angelaya19

Nov 29, 2012

Boring..

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Well, life sure is boring nowadays, I am posting here in DA from the Operations Floor of the company that I am working for right now. It is just another BPO company and I am about to head out home and take a rest. Had a quick (or not-so-quick) conversation with a friend and colleague at work, and talked about stuffs that I usually share. As of the moment, I am still thinking of what is the best thing to do regarding certain issues that I am facing right now. I feel blessed to have friends and co-workers who genuinely care and support you in your dark times. I am also thinking of what to do next, to end this grueling feeling inside of me.